Sodomy by Numbers, Pt II
Jun. 6th, 2002 07:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vianegativaAt Bear Pride, Saturday morning through the afternoon was a wash. Not a one of us got up before 11 AM, and have you ever tried to push nine preening bears out a door quickly? It's akin to splitting the atom with a chainsaw.
Darren dragged Jamie and I off to Target so he might buy some new pants; this yielded some entertainment in the toy aisle, reminiscing about Transformers & He-Man, and all those poor bastards today that we call children that have to muddle through with Pokemon. Again, Jamie proved not only great fun, but great to gab with as well.
After trudging back home and a car ride later, I was in the lobby at IML to meet Sascha, owner of BearFilms.com. At this point I was resolute... a polite decline on my part for the film was at hand. I was ready to simply say "Thank you, but no."
Then came the flattery.
I know it's his job to primp egos, but damn, Sascha made me feel sexy. Simple things, like how he looked at me, little coments like "wow", it all just sank me. So, after making sure I could get a psuedonym and be out of most of the advertising, I did what I thought I'd never do.
I agreed to make porn.
Sascha asked me to meet back with him and the others (Jamie, John, and Johnny) at 8 PM to stat shooting. After a quick train ride to Boystown to snag some of Jamie's overnight things, we returned to the hotel to meet Sascha. Jamie was quite nervous, and John was on edge. I was strangely calm however, and after I ran and got drinks to soothe our nerves, we went upstairs to what in my mind is now the infamous Room 515.
More later. :-)
Darren dragged Jamie and I off to Target so he might buy some new pants; this yielded some entertainment in the toy aisle, reminiscing about Transformers & He-Man, and all those poor bastards today that we call children that have to muddle through with Pokemon. Again, Jamie proved not only great fun, but great to gab with as well.
After trudging back home and a car ride later, I was in the lobby at IML to meet Sascha, owner of BearFilms.com. At this point I was resolute... a polite decline on my part for the film was at hand. I was ready to simply say "Thank you, but no."
Then came the flattery.
I know it's his job to primp egos, but damn, Sascha made me feel sexy. Simple things, like how he looked at me, little coments like "wow", it all just sank me. So, after making sure I could get a psuedonym and be out of most of the advertising, I did what I thought I'd never do.
I agreed to make porn.
Sascha asked me to meet back with him and the others (Jamie, John, and Johnny) at 8 PM to stat shooting. After a quick train ride to Boystown to snag some of Jamie's overnight things, we returned to the hotel to meet Sascha. Jamie was quite nervous, and John was on edge. I was strangely calm however, and after I ran and got drinks to soothe our nerves, we went upstairs to what in my mind is now the infamous Room 515.
More later. :-)
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Date: 2002-06-06 03:33 pm (UTC)(If making porn does not get you hit on more then you have missed something)
Clueless
Strangely enough, I'm not looking to get hit on... I just want to look like a "hot bear" for once.
Re: Clueless
Date: 2002-06-13 10:57 am (UTC)Re: Clueless
Date: 2002-06-13 10:58 am (UTC)As for getting hit on, it's the validation of self sort of thing, ya don't have to take them up on it, less ya want to. Ya never know, ya might get hit on by what you think is a "Hot Bear" ya never knew ya had a chance with..humm then I may be reading my own situation into things.
We all find that some folks are not into our "type" well if they miss a good thing it's their fucking loss as long as they are not rude about telling us.