Once I organize the tumult that is my brain I will probably be able to give more considered details, but suffice it to say:
My weekend was the best I've had. In YEARS.
I am left with an overwhelming sense of happiness, comfort and peace after this weekend. More than that: hope. Not only is everything where it should be, life is moving where it needs to be. That just happens to cross paths with my happiness this go-round.
It's odd to feel so sublime and then to realize that you've been more adrift than you knew. I feel like I just woke up from a very long waking dream. Everything seems more lucid, brighter and warmer.
I have my guys, I have my chosen family. I have my life, I have a good gig. The only thing holding me back is well, me.
My weekend was the best I've had. In YEARS.
I am left with an overwhelming sense of happiness, comfort and peace after this weekend. More than that: hope. Not only is everything where it should be, life is moving where it needs to be. That just happens to cross paths with my happiness this go-round.
It's odd to feel so sublime and then to realize that you've been more adrift than you knew. I feel like I just woke up from a very long waking dream. Everything seems more lucid, brighter and warmer.
I have my guys, I have my chosen family. I have my life, I have a good gig. The only thing holding me back is well, me.
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