vianegativa | Calamity In Slow Motion

It's interesting watching people dive off a cliff sexually and being so removed as to not be able to grab them & shake them out of it.

I know a boy. A hot, chubby, tattooed, bearded gorgeous bear of a man.

He works quite a lot & travels occasionally. When he travels he will fuck around as much as he can, often encouraging unsafe sex. As a bottom he's more at risk, but still. He says he "knows" the boys and they pose no threat.

Really though, roll into a town a bareback five guys at a whack and something will eventually go wrong.

Am I being judgy? Yes, a bit. Am I worried anout this sweet lug? Yup. Do I have enough cache in his life to make him listen? Nope.

Let me be really clear on this point: I fuck up. I'm no paragon. I slip up & stick my dick uncovered into places i shouldn't sometimes, but I try hard to not screw up for me & my guys.

Today I saw him in a pic canoodling with a gorgeous but HIV + pigbear I know. The minute I saw it I was pretty sure they shagged.

My heart fucking sank.

I just had to say that aloud in the universe.