vianegativa | Random Morning Thoughts

I have discovered this weekend how important it is to me to be chosen rather than accepted. I want everyone important in my life, or whom wants to be important to choose me rather than take me for granted.

I do a mean job on laundry.

I'm feeling much more centered and still than I have for the past few weeks. I feel as though I can make some emotional choices that are tempered with logic and good intent as well.

I'm worried about my friend Jonathan.

A clip of my video was just released on Bearfilms.com. It's truly amazing how many people have found me suddenly interesting or cool again after months of not a peep.

I'm doing the poverty dance until January, then I get the Horn of Nearly Plenty. Strange how suddenly life can be righted by an infusion of cash & a budget.

I have decided to collect Japanese Zoids and Gundam again.

My friend Karl didn't drop me; he's just working 2 1/2 jobs. Yay! Now I just have to emancipate him.

Need to game... NEED TO GAME.

BearRomp is a LOT more trouble than it's worth, and I really need to "fix" Burbbears, or at least throw more events. I enjoy both, but I've been enjoying my freedom as well. Time to rally the troops, I think.

I must fix my glasses. Being poked by a screw in the nose daily is fast becoming old.

It's very cold and I wish I was back in bed, snuggling with Bear, if only for a few moments.