Sometimes

[vianegativa]

I am trying VERY hard now not to retreat back into myself for while. I'm becoming more depressed and, frankly, it's coming on with more potency in the past two weeks. Obviously this ties into John (both of them), and I'm not as stainless steel as I thought.

I hate being prey to some vagaries of feeling.

Sometimes, the freedom of sheer stupidity seems appealing.

Comments

[knepbear.livejournal.com]

*hug* Hope you get to feeling better soon. You were missed this weekend.

[jrcubindy.livejournal.com]

*huggles you*

Just a part of being human, my friend. I'm going through it right now,too.

[cubziz.livejournal.com]

Hope things get better for you... If I can be of help, just let me know! *HUG*

[aadroma.livejournal.com]

(HUG)

[ucla-bruin.livejournal.com]

I was never good at giving supportive advice so I will just say:

"hope you feel better soon. Grey skies are bound to be blue sooner or later."

*HUGS*

[ex-braxton253.livejournal.com]

I know how much John meant to you, and you can't be expected to turn off your emotions just like that without them coming back to hit you sooner or later. If you want to vent love, I'm here if you need me.

*nuzzles*